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Game Over

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 26, 2009, 7:57 AM


Till I finally return proper.
Until then, peace and love to everyone.
And keep drawing. Keep hope for yourselves.
And never stop loving what you love to do.

Later.


















The Game.

  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Feather - Nujabes
  • Reading: Various Thanksgiving text messages
  • Watching: Baccano!
  • Playing: Assassins Creed 2, MW2, Borderlands, Halo3 mythic
  • Eating: Leon's Custard
  • Drinking: And Eggnog

Nope, I'm not back. But I am scared

Sun Oct 11, 2009, 5:16 PM
I'm only stoppin' by.


Stolen from :icontishakaru: GO WATCH HER NOW, SHE'S AWESOME. AND LOOK AT HER GALLERY, IT'S AWESOME TOO. :heart:


x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
xxx = huge enormous crippling holy monkey-pellet fear

A
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[xx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[xxx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[xx] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[x] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep.
[x] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[xx] tychiphobia – fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[x] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[xx] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx lulz] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *not* lulz] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[xxx] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[x] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[x] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[x] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[xx] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[x] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[xx] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[xx] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[x] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[xx] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[x] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[x] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[x] Zoophobia - Fear of animals

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: The Tropper - Iron Maiden
  • Reading: 25 facts about me' self
  • Watching: Darker than Black
  • Playing: Halo3 Mythic
  • Eating: Peppermint Breath mints
  • Drinking: Chocolate Milk

If one has nothing, then they have nothing to lose

Thu Oct 1, 2009, 6:58 PM
Life has been cracked again.
As the world seems to go wrong,
As it has.
Once Again.
For the final time.

But since I don't have to deal with it anymore, my mind is free.
I feel inspired.

I want to make the real girl I love fall for me.
But I know that will never happen.
I want to Ace every class I take with ease and a good attitude.
But I hate working hard on mundane work.
I want to be loved by everyone.
But I hate talking to people that I don't instantly get along with.
I want everything in this world.
But everything in this world is useless to me.

I want to jump off a building, shoot my brains out, and break my neck.
But I don't want to die before I'm done with this world.
This foolish world.
This sick world.
This...
Broken universe.

I'm going.
To fix my shattered corner of the universe.
I'll be back
When the all pieces are back together.
I'll be happy
When a piece, a perfect piece, fits neatly next to mine.
I have one in mind,
but she's done with that time.

It may just be a tiny knick, but it's enough that we don't fit.

  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: Tsutchie - Sincerely
  • Reading: A Divine Comedy
  • Watching: The Girl Who Lept Through Time
  • Playing: ODST/Halo3
  • Eating: Duck Ragoo
  • Drinking: Milk

DAMN YOU TIME AND YOUR PASSING

Tue Sep 29, 2009, 4:48 PM
Starting time: 7:45 pm

Name: Marek, Nathaniel, Gin, MarMar, Asshole

Sisters: 2 step sisters around my age. Both are in foster family homes now though.

Brothers: 1, that's currently in prison, just outside of town actually. I haven't seen him in person for years

Eye Color: Darkest Brown you'll ever see

Shoe size: 13

Height: 5'11

Weight: 182 lbs

What are you wearing right now: Baggy Track shorts and a Pink Floyd shirt.

Where do you live: By a large graveyard, in Oshkosh WI.

Favorite Number: 7

Favorite Drink: Egg nog

Favorite Month: October

Favorite Breakfast: Pancakes and Lots of Toast

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: Nope. :3 I'm just a lucky wimp

Been in a police car: Yeah, but I didn't do anything

Been on a plane: Once on a trip to Arizona.

Been in a hot tub: Oh gods yes

Swam in the ocean: Nu.. ;3;

Fallen asleep in school: Almost.. Many times

Broken someone's heart: Yup.

Cried when someone died?: Not very hard

Fell off your chair: I've <s> broken a chair in Foods and Nutrition class before. ;A;

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Not a call, but a text, yes.

Saved e-mails: Never

***********What is************

Your room like: Cozy, but it's geting messy more often. I spend most of my time in the Kitchen on the PC. Like right now.

Whats right beside you: Fucking annoying plants that my dad won't let me move

What is the last thing you ate: Honey nut Cheerioooooooooooooooosssssss

———————-Ever Had-————————-

Chicken pox: Nope.

Sore throat: dozens of times

Stitches: Yeah, when I was just 5

Broken nose: My nose is too squishy to break

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight: Not really. But it could happen.

Like picnics: It depends on what food stuffs will be consumed

———————————————————

Who was the last person you danced with: April..

Who last made you smile: The Pamster

————————–Who—————————

Did you last yell at: April..

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: No, but I think they're very cool and attractive on girls. :3 :heart:

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now: Uhhhhhh....Chaos Nico Nico Douga Ryuuseigun

What did you do today: Wasted my time on the computer again, thought about suicide, continued in my quest to always piss someone off, took note that I'm failing at Physics. Not literally, but my average sucks ass compared to what it should be.

Hate someone in your family?: Yup

Good singer: HELL YEH

Diamond or pearl: Platinum, Biotch

Are you the oldest: Nope

Indoors or out doors: IN. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, IN.

——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you like: Several times, yes. :heart:

2. Kiss anyone: Sadly, no.

3. Get sick: Very

4. Sing absentmindedly: Several times, yes.

5. Miss someone: yeah..

6. Eat: Barely.. *Stomach = grumble* -___-;

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone: April

9. Made you cry: Noel

10. Went to the movies with: April, Ashley, Eric, and Tah, I believe

11. You went to the shops with: Wtf shops?? Uhhh, my Mom?

——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico: Never

20. Been to Canada: noooo, But I wish I have

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone: Well, I guess.. Not really feelin' the love flowin' lately

22. What books are you reading right now: Divine Comedy by Dante

23. Best feeling in the world: Being with the one you love, and knowing that they love you.

24. Future kids names: Dante, Henry, James, Alistair, Nero, Alphonse, Moony, Lupin. Rose, Alice, Morgan, Ava, Luna, Emmelia, Lynn, Foxlin.

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Nope, I have a morbid fear of suffocating in the night, and when the Police write the death report on my body, they'll find that I was "Murdered by Suffocation". The perpetrating stuffed animal would then be sentenced to prison and raped during it's time there, and I don't want a stuffed animal of mine to be reaped, so yeah.

26. What's under your bed: A dead hand, and a few gun cases.

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch: Uhhh... Thunderdome?

28. Favorite location: Under a tree on a breezy autumn day.

32. Who do you really hate: Myself

33. Do you have a job: nope. :O

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with: fffff, a long time ago. It doesn't happen too often anymore.

36. You lonely right now: More than I've ever been in my life

37. What time is it now?: FUCK IT'S 8:35

38. TAGS: ANYONE THAT DOESN'T LOOK AT THIS; [link] BIOTCHES

---------------
You know what's awesome?
How about Fire Breathing dragons Launching a full blown assault on The Death Star ?
You know what's at the plain of awesomeness just above that?
These groovy folks whom I happen to know;
:icondementedpamela::iconmell-off::iconmalchia117::iconlittlebelle::iconchartreusketch:

  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: Never Gonna Give You Up - Rick Astley
  • Reading: Where Wild Things Are
  • Watching: Super Jail
  • Playing: ODST
  • Eating: Dots
  • Drinking: Blood

So uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sat Sep 26, 2009, 2:16 PM
Fuck Everything?

Yes/no?

Yes>No

k, thnx, see ya all later.
I gotta go kill the corrupted universe then blow my brains out.

  • Mood: Rage
  • Listening to: May this world
  • Reading: Crumble into nothing
  • Watching: Burn in hell
  • Playing: Get it's innards ripped out
  • Eating: It's soul painfully eaten
  • Drinking: By the monster that I've become

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